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Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Sunday, November 28, 2010 @ 10:08 PM / 0 comment(s)

Well, i don't really have a person in mind, but i do really want to meet the people i look up to :L Which is mostly people i idolise so like all my favourite korean bands :D YIRUMA! DONGHAE! SUPER JUNIOR! and ermm i don't know x)
I remember once in primary school there was this application thing where we had to fill it out to get chosen into this enrichment program and only a few people got selected. My answers to all the question were pretty much bullshit but they must've believed it because i got chosen :L This question was was on there and i decided to write Mozart as the answer, because 'i wanted to meet the greatest pianist of all time so i could improve my piano skills and i would be motivated to do better in piano'.
Wow i was nerdy :P

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Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Sunday, November 14, 2010 @ 3:24 PM / 2 comment(s)

Okay, so most of the people online i talk to are people i talk to pretty much every day :P So i don't really have a 'favourite' internet friend. x) So, for this day, i'm going to rewrite my letter to Rachelle, cos the one i wrote on Day 1 sucked....and i deleted that letter from the post.

Rachelle, you're gay :D Nah jks, you're pretty cool actually. That letter i wrote on day 1 sucked so i'm going to write you a new one. Hopefully, a more improved version :P
I do enjoy our mornings on the train and we've met quite a number of interesting people haven't we? Creepy pedos, bakers delight lady, that comic book guy, MERHOT! :D and many many more. I'm sorry for those times you do all these weird things like imitating a pig sneezing for my entertainment...:O i sound so mean. When you sit next to me in french, it's rather distracting but it's all good cos we still get all the work done 8) sort of... You're spastic, REALLY weird and very perverted O___O' Your 'H3H3H3's' make me laugh LOL
Online, you're exactly the same. You're still very perverted :L with all your innuendos and putting disturbing images in my head. AND YOU DON'T HAVE A DICK. Gosh 8D
I love you!

PS. you're too tall. THERE I ADMIT IT ):

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Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Sunday, November 7, 2010 @ 6:35 PM / 0 comment(s)

Right so i don't tend to get a lot of crushes. I used to never get crushes on celebrities :L and when i did get a crush, it would always be on a holiday ==" which meant i was most likely never going to see them again. So i'll write this short letter to this crush i had on my holiday when i was in year...er 5? i can't remember LOL

Dear _____
First off, i'm sorry i forgot your name (i think it started with T and was along the lines of trevor or trent or something :O ), and i'm sorry i can't remember what you look like anymore :/. I'm not really sure why i had a crush on you. Perhaps you were cute or maybe really nice and funny, but all i can really remember of you was that time when you, my family friends, my brother and i were in the pool and you tried to drown me. I remember your little brother though, he was cute haha. He came and visited me one day cos i was sick the day before :L
Now that i've started writing this letter i realise i really don't know why i liked you. I can't continue this letter because there's nothing more for me to write.... Oh, i know where you live ;D No, i'm not a stalker, i remember you told me you lived in Dubbo :L Maybe you've moved now... xD
Have a nice life, that was said in a nice way xP

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Day 6 — A stranger
Thursday, November 4, 2010 @ 10:43 PM / 0 comment(s)

Hello stranger(s),
Most people who happen to stumble on my blog are strangers. So HELLO THERE :D (see if i changed that emote to a ;) wouldn't that be awkward? ;) ) Everyone we meet start out as stranger but gradually as time goes on, we all get to know each other a little more and we eventually become friends, sometimes best friends.... or not.
So to the internet strangers that happen to stumble on my blog, hello and welcome? LOL I'm nice..really, i think x) Maybe we'll become friends one day ^^

To the other strangers i see and meet. Yes i'm talking about the creepy ones on the train o___________o' but also the other interesting people i see. I judge people. That's what everyone does. From the very first moment i see you, i judge you and the the more i see you the more i can conclude how scary or pedo you are.
Honestly i feel sorry for Bakers Delight Lady. You just seem a bit lonely though talking people randomly, not only will they become annoyed but you're making them feel very uncomfortable.
Pedo #1, you scare me. o____o I'm sorry.
Other Creepy Person who touches himself on the train. I'm glad i don't see you anymore. My mind was not so innocent after i saw you directly in front of me on the train.
Pedo #2, you scare me as well. I still remember you following me and erin D:
___________dude (I CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME WE GAVE YOU :O) I like your accent LOL
Ducks + duckling, you could speak a little softer? But i never seem to see you anymore so... xD
Year 7 Bethany girls, OMGAKSJDHAJKLSD YOU GUYS ARE SO ANNOYING ASJDH ==" sometimes people just want peace and quiet in the morning. No need to scream when you see each other. You'll see each other the next day. HOWEVER i don't see you anymore, so yeah HAHAH :D
To every nice person i see on the train and those train guards that are so happy: thankyou. You make my day :)

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Day 5 — Your dreams
Sunday, October 31, 2010 @ 3:00 PM / 0 comment(s)

10 Facts:
1. You forget 90% of your dreams
2. Blind People also Dream
3. In Our Dreams We Only See Faces, That We already Know
4. Not Everybody Dreams in Color
5. Dreams are Symbolic
6. The most common emotion experienced in dreams is anxiety
7. You can have four to seven dreams in one night.
8. Men and Women Dream Differently
Men tend to dream more about other men. Around 70% of the characters in a man’s dream are other men. On the other hand, a woman’s dream contains almost an equal number of men and women. Aside from that, men generally have more aggressive emotions in their dreams than the female lot
9. Animals Dream Too
10.You can experience an orgasm in your dream.
LOL I HAD TO :L
How you're meant to write a letter to your dream, i'm not sure. But i'll give it a go and see how this turns out. :)

Dear dreams,
Come back more often. I like having dreams but recently i haven't been having as much. And usually when i do, i have the most boring dream ever. Like going to school OR eating something. I remember when i was younger i had a dream about harry potter and and eating spaghetti to stay on a broomstick LOL That was an awesome dream xD
But i'll tell you all what my dream was yesterday. I've probably forgotten 75% of it by now but i'll try anyway :P Somehow my family had ostriches (they were very nice too o__o) and my brother and i were riding them. Over obstacle courses and such. My brother seemed to get along a lot better with the ostrich than me. Wherever he wanted to go, the ostrich obediently would turn and twist through that retarded obstacle jumping over things and leading my brother to safety. But MY ostrich was mean and always made me run into things. Then when we got back to my house, there was this line from the roof of my house to this fence. My brother decided that it'd be smart to use the line as a flying fox (like you see in movies). But he didn't have a belt or whatever to hold himself as he 'flew' down, but somehow he managed to get a cello bow and he 'flew' down that line...and crashed into the fence LOLOLOL But he wasn't hurt. AT ALL. Like no bruise, scars, blood. Nothing.
the end.

i'm not weird at all.

Number 5 on the blockquote;
Ostriches, my brother crashing into a fence, ostriches liking my brother more than me....
is this supposed to be symbolic?

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Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Saturday, October 23, 2010 @ 11:00 PM / 0 comment(s)

Here we go,

Hey fatty :D
I also hope you will never find this blog.
I do wish mum or dad shipped you away to boarding school so you can be a little more polite and responsible. Instead of having mum and i doing all the work for you, do it yourself. I'm serious. One day you're going to grow up and we're not going to be helping you all the time anymore.
I hate it when you're aggressive and stubborn and never take responsibility for your actions. You never blame yourself and always blame it on others i.e. me. When you lose a game, get over it. It's just a game, not the end of the world. I know you're competitive and all, i am too, but it doesn't mean you should chuck a tantrum and starting hitting people when you lose or accuse people of cheating. When things don't go your way, stop crying and shouting things like "I hate my life, nothing goes my way. It's always me that has bad stuff happening to me" Dude, YOU'RE TEN. Get over yourself. I don't want to hear you crying and saying how much you hate your life. It's the stupidest thing i've ever heard.
Also, stop being so lazy and sitting on your ass all day staring at the computer. Write your own speeches, wash your own dishes, put away your own stuff. Don't expect me to do it. It just makes me even more annoyed when you mess things up beforehand.
Though moving on from your bad side, there are those times i do sorta maybe kind actually like you. I like those times when i feel you a whole lot of lies and you believe me. Even until now you still believe that duct tape is poisonous. I suppose you really do trust me huh? I'm surprised after nearly a year, you haven't even thought that all those random facts i tell you are lies. Sometimes you can be really nice to me. I do find this quite hard to believe at times but it does seem like on those rare occasions, you do try to be as good as possible. Hopefully, i'll see more of that side in you.
To be honest, i don't actually like people saying how much they hate you, or how aggressive you are, nor do i like it when people say they like you or find you awesome when you're obviously not being LOL Only i can call you fatty, stupid, idiot, aggressive, annoying etc etc.
I don't think you realise how much i actually do for you. I help you with your hw and piano, whenever you have a problem i always help you, i cook for you when you're hungry and afterwards i clean up for you. I do so much more for you yet you never seem to appreciate it. 

You're stubborn, annoying, abusive, rude, immature, aggressive, irresponsible and gullible. But despite all that, you're still my brother and there's nothing i can do about that. And i guess, deep down, somewhere in my heart, i guess i do love you, even if you are, a stubborn, annoying, abusive, rude, immature, aggressive, irresponsible and gullible little boy.

Oh yeah, i enjoy watching pokemon and yugioh-gx with you :D Jaden Yuki's hotttt HAHAHA :D


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Day 3 — Your parents
Sunday, October 10, 2010 @ 9:24 PM / 0 comment(s)

Firstly, mum and dad, i hope you never find this blog. Okay, i'll start now:

Dear mum,
Despite all the arguments we've had, the number of times i've tried to hold a grudge against you and when i just ignore you, we're still pretty close with each other. I have realised i can't hold a grudge against anyone for a very long time. I have tried numerous time to hold a grudge against you but i can never seem to make it last very long. Before i know it we're back to normal again, communicating perfectly as if nothing had happened.
I just want to thank you, in this letter you will probably never read, for always being there for me. When you ask me to help you with chores, i know i shouldn't complain, it's not even close to the help and care you've given me over these number of years. Sometimes i do take you for granted making you do most of the work by yourself, and for that, i'm extremely sorry.
Though, i would appreciate if you stopped picking at my faults all the time and comparing me with others. Yes i know i'm not that smart, not that healthy and very lazy but you don't need to tell me repeatedly over and over again. I'm sorry if i've disappointed you many times in the past, but i really do try. Maybe i'm not trying hard enough, but you should know, at least i do try. But all in all, i really do appreciate the things you have done for me. The things i do wish you stop doing, well, i guess they're part of the roles of being mothers huh? :) And i know i shouldn't complain, i'm not exactly the perfect daughter you want, but, nobody's perfect and your daughter will definitely not be. I'm one of the most imperfect people in the world, but i know you still love me and i know despite everything i say to you when i'm in anger, i love you.

Dear dad,
You're the main reason i can put up with mum's exaggerations. You always defend me and that is something i really love about you. Even when i don't do well in tests, it still amazes me how you can still have so much faith that i can do better in the next one. No matter what, you still believe i tried my best and still believe in me.
You don't know how bad i feel when you tell me that you are disappointed in me. Because i know, after all the faith you put into me, i still come home, not achieving the result you want. You don't even tell me off or be angry with me, all you do is look at me sadly and say that you are disappointed with me. Though it's not much, that's all it is to make me start crying. But then there are the rare days i do and you seem so happy. Thankyou for not giving up on me.
I know you always work hard but i still expect you to do a lot of things for me. I guess i do also take you for granted sometimes as well. I'm sorry. There's many things i should be sorry for, many things i've done wrong, but you always look at that and still think i'm perfect the way i am. You told me that no matter what mum thinks or anyone else thinks, i'm still perfect in your eyes :')
Sometimes i love your jokes and comments, while other times they are just lame. I still remember the incident about that childbirth video hahaha x)
But really, thankyou for never giving up on me, for believing in me and i definitely will try, to do my best. I love you dad

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Day 1 — Your Best Friend(s)
Wednesday, October 6, 2010 @ 6:57 PM / 1 comment(s)

*I'm not great with letters or with writing things that seem meaningful.... So let's see how this turns out..x)
NOTE: this is the longest post you will ever read in your entire life. Brace yourself. THAT is why this/these letter(s) is VERY delayed.

I don't think i have a best friend, i have some close friends but a single best friend? I don't think i have one.
So this/these mini letter(s) will be towards my group :) And though our group is...a bit..detached (?) i still love each and every one of you :D
First off, i think i'll just say; sorry for the times when i'm extremely annoying. I know sometimes you guys probably want to punch me in the face for my erm..inappropriate jokes and when i'm being a bit annoying..okay maybe just really annoying :/ but, i'm one of those people that don't tend to think before they speak -___-. If i've ever made you feel bad, i'm really really sorry. I swear i didn't mean to.


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30 Letters
Sunday, October 3, 2010 @ 8:18 PM / 0 comment(s)

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

i wish myself good luck. i can see the future of these letters; fail.

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Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Sunday, November 14, 2010 @ 3:24 PM / 2 comment(s)

Okay, so most of the people online i talk to are people i talk to pretty much every day :P So i don't really have a 'favourite' internet friend. x) So, for this day, i'm going to rewrite my letter to Rachelle, cos the one i wrote on Day 1 sucked....and i deleted that letter from the post.

Rachelle, you're gay :D Nah jks, you're pretty cool actually. That letter i wrote on day 1 sucked so i'm going to write you a new one. Hopefully, a more improved version :P
I do enjoy our mornings on the train and we've met quite a number of interesting people haven't we? Creepy pedos, bakers delight lady, that comic book guy, MERHOT! :D and many many more. I'm sorry for those times you do all these weird things like imitating a pig sneezing for my entertainment...:O i sound so mean. When you sit next to me in french, it's rather distracting but it's all good cos we still get all the work done 8) sort of... You're spastic, REALLY weird and very perverted O___O' Your 'H3H3H3's' make me laugh LOL
Online, you're exactly the same. You're still very perverted :L with all your innuendos and putting disturbing images in my head. AND YOU DON'T HAVE A DICK. Gosh 8D
I love you!

PS. you're too tall. THERE I ADMIT IT ):

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Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Sunday, November 7, 2010 @ 6:35 PM / 0 comment(s)

Right so i don't tend to get a lot of crushes. I used to never get crushes on celebrities :L and when i did get a crush, it would always be on a holiday ==" which meant i was most likely never going to see them again. So i'll write this short letter to this crush i had on my holiday when i was in year...er 5? i can't remember LOL

Dear _____
First off, i'm sorry i forgot your name (i think it started with T and was along the lines of trevor or trent or something :O ), and i'm sorry i can't remember what you look like anymore :/. I'm not really sure why i had a crush on you. Perhaps you were cute or maybe really nice and funny, but all i can really remember of you was that time when you, my family friends, my brother and i were in the pool and you tried to drown me. I remember your little brother though, he was cute haha. He came and visited me one day cos i was sick the day before :L
Now that i've started writing this letter i realise i really don't know why i liked you. I can't continue this letter because there's nothing more for me to write.... Oh, i know where you live ;D No, i'm not a stalker, i remember you told me you lived in Dubbo :L Maybe you've moved now... xD
Have a nice life, that was said in a nice way xP

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Day 6 — A stranger
Thursday, November 4, 2010 @ 10:43 PM / 0 comment(s)

Hello stranger(s),
Most people who happen to stumble on my blog are strangers. So HELLO THERE :D (see if i changed that emote to a ;) wouldn't that be awkward? ;) ) Everyone we meet start out as stranger but gradually as time goes on, we all get to know each other a little more and we eventually become friends, sometimes best friends.... or not.
So to the internet strangers that happen to stumble on my blog, hello and welcome? LOL I'm nice..really, i think x) Maybe we'll become friends one day ^^

To the other strangers i see and meet. Yes i'm talking about the creepy ones on the train o___________o' but also the other interesting people i see. I judge people. That's what everyone does. From the very first moment i see you, i judge you and the the more i see you the more i can conclude how scary or pedo you are.
Honestly i feel sorry for Bakers Delight Lady. You just seem a bit lonely though talking people randomly, not only will they become annoyed but you're making them feel very uncomfortable.
Pedo #1, you scare me. o____o I'm sorry.
Other Creepy Person who touches himself on the train. I'm glad i don't see you anymore. My mind was not so innocent after i saw you directly in front of me on the train.
Pedo #2, you scare me as well. I still remember you following me and erin D:
___________dude (I CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME WE GAVE YOU :O) I like your accent LOL
Ducks + duckling, you could speak a little softer? But i never seem to see you anymore so... xD
Year 7 Bethany girls, OMGAKSJDHAJKLSD YOU GUYS ARE SO ANNOYING ASJDH ==" sometimes people just want peace and quiet in the morning. No need to scream when you see each other. You'll see each other the next day. HOWEVER i don't see you anymore, so yeah HAHAH :D
To every nice person i see on the train and those train guards that are so happy: thankyou. You make my day :)

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Day 5 — Your dreams
Sunday, October 31, 2010 @ 3:00 PM / 0 comment(s)

10 Facts:
1. You forget 90% of your dreams
2. Blind People also Dream
3. In Our Dreams We Only See Faces, That We already Know
4. Not Everybody Dreams in Color
5. Dreams are Symbolic
6. The most common emotion experienced in dreams is anxiety
7. You can have four to seven dreams in one night.
8. Men and Women Dream Differently
Men tend to dream more about other men. Around 70% of the characters in a man’s dream are other men. On the other hand, a woman’s dream contains almost an equal number of men and women. Aside from that, men generally have more aggressive emotions in their dreams than the female lot
9. Animals Dream Too
10.You can experience an orgasm in your dream.
LOL I HAD TO :L
How you're meant to write a letter to your dream, i'm not sure. But i'll give it a go and see how this turns out. :)

Dear dreams,
Come back more often. I like having dreams but recently i haven't been having as much. And usually when i do, i have the most boring dream ever. Like going to school OR eating something. I remember when i was younger i had a dream about harry potter and and eating spaghetti to stay on a broomstick LOL That was an awesome dream xD
But i'll tell you all what my dream was yesterday. I've probably forgotten 75% of it by now but i'll try anyway :P Somehow my family had ostriches (they were very nice too o__o) and my brother and i were riding them. Over obstacle courses and such. My brother seemed to get along a lot better with the ostrich than me. Wherever he wanted to go, the ostrich obediently would turn and twist through that retarded obstacle jumping over things and leading my brother to safety. But MY ostrich was mean and always made me run into things. Then when we got back to my house, there was this line from the roof of my house to this fence. My brother decided that it'd be smart to use the line as a flying fox (like you see in movies). But he didn't have a belt or whatever to hold himself as he 'flew' down, but somehow he managed to get a cello bow and he 'flew' down that line...and crashed into the fence LOLOLOL But he wasn't hurt. AT ALL. Like no bruise, scars, blood. Nothing.
the end.

i'm not weird at all.

Number 5 on the blockquote;
Ostriches, my brother crashing into a fence, ostriches liking my brother more than me....
is this supposed to be symbolic?

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Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Saturday, October 23, 2010 @ 11:00 PM / 0 comment(s)

Here we go,

Hey fatty :D
I also hope you will never find this blog.
I do wish mum or dad shipped you away to boarding school so you can be a little more polite and responsible. Instead of having mum and i doing all the work for you, do it yourself. I'm serious. One day you're going to grow up and we're not going to be helping you all the time anymore.
I hate it when you're aggressive and stubborn and never take responsibility for your actions. You never blame yourself and always blame it on others i.e. me. When you lose a game, get over it. It's just a game, not the end of the world. I know you're competitive and all, i am too, but it doesn't mean you should chuck a tantrum and starting hitting people when you lose or accuse people of cheating. When things don't go your way, stop crying and shouting things like "I hate my life, nothing goes my way. It's always me that has bad stuff happening to me" Dude, YOU'RE TEN. Get over yourself. I don't want to hear you crying and saying how much you hate your life. It's the stupidest thing i've ever heard.
Also, stop being so lazy and sitting on your ass all day staring at the computer. Write your own speeches, wash your own dishes, put away your own stuff. Don't expect me to do it. It just makes me even more annoyed when you mess things up beforehand.
Though moving on from your bad side, there are those times i do sorta maybe kind actually like you. I like those times when i feel you a whole lot of lies and you believe me. Even until now you still believe that duct tape is poisonous. I suppose you really do trust me huh? I'm surprised after nearly a year, you haven't even thought that all those random facts i tell you are lies. Sometimes you can be really nice to me. I do find this quite hard to believe at times but it does seem like on those rare occasions, you do try to be as good as possible. Hopefully, i'll see more of that side in you.
To be honest, i don't actually like people saying how much they hate you, or how aggressive you are, nor do i like it when people say they like you or find you awesome when you're obviously not being LOL Only i can call you fatty, stupid, idiot, aggressive, annoying etc etc.
I don't think you realise how much i actually do for you. I help you with your hw and piano, whenever you have a problem i always help you, i cook for you when you're hungry and afterwards i clean up for you. I do so much more for you yet you never seem to appreciate it. 

You're stubborn, annoying, abusive, rude, immature, aggressive, irresponsible and gullible. But despite all that, you're still my brother and there's nothing i can do about that. And i guess, deep down, somewhere in my heart, i guess i do love you, even if you are, a stubborn, annoying, abusive, rude, immature, aggressive, irresponsible and gullible little boy.

Oh yeah, i enjoy watching pokemon and yugioh-gx with you :D Jaden Yuki's hotttt HAHAHA :D


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Day 3 — Your parents
Sunday, October 10, 2010 @ 9:24 PM / 0 comment(s)

Firstly, mum and dad, i hope you never find this blog. Okay, i'll start now:

Dear mum,
Despite all the arguments we've had, the number of times i've tried to hold a grudge against you and when i just ignore you, we're still pretty close with each other. I have realised i can't hold a grudge against anyone for a very long time. I have tried numerous time to hold a grudge against you but i can never seem to make it last very long. Before i know it we're back to normal again, communicating perfectly as if nothing had happened.
I just want to thank you, in this letter you will probably never read, for always being there for me. When you ask me to help you with chores, i know i shouldn't complain, it's not even close to the help and care you've given me over these number of years. Sometimes i do take you for granted making you do most of the work by yourself, and for that, i'm extremely sorry.
Though, i would appreciate if you stopped picking at my faults all the time and comparing me with others. Yes i know i'm not that smart, not that healthy and very lazy but you don't need to tell me repeatedly over and over again. I'm sorry if i've disappointed you many times in the past, but i really do try. Maybe i'm not trying hard enough, but you should know, at least i do try. But all in all, i really do appreciate the things you have done for me. The things i do wish you stop doing, well, i guess they're part of the roles of being mothers huh? :) And i know i shouldn't complain, i'm not exactly the perfect daughter you want, but, nobody's perfect and your daughter will definitely not be. I'm one of the most imperfect people in the world, but i know you still love me and i know despite everything i say to you when i'm in anger, i love you.

Dear dad,
You're the main reason i can put up with mum's exaggerations. You always defend me and that is something i really love about you. Even when i don't do well in tests, it still amazes me how you can still have so much faith that i can do better in the next one. No matter what, you still believe i tried my best and still believe in me.
You don't know how bad i feel when you tell me that you are disappointed in me. Because i know, after all the faith you put into me, i still come home, not achieving the result you want. You don't even tell me off or be angry with me, all you do is look at me sadly and say that you are disappointed with me. Though it's not much, that's all it is to make me start crying. But then there are the rare days i do and you seem so happy. Thankyou for not giving up on me.
I know you always work hard but i still expect you to do a lot of things for me. I guess i do also take you for granted sometimes as well. I'm sorry. There's many things i should be sorry for, many things i've done wrong, but you always look at that and still think i'm perfect the way i am. You told me that no matter what mum thinks or anyone else thinks, i'm still perfect in your eyes :')
Sometimes i love your jokes and comments, while other times they are just lame. I still remember the incident about that childbirth video hahaha x)
But really, thankyou for never giving up on me, for believing in me and i definitely will try, to do my best. I love you dad

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Day 1 — Your Best Friend(s)
Wednesday, October 6, 2010 @ 6:57 PM / 1 comment(s)

*I'm not great with letters or with writing things that seem meaningful.... So let's see how this turns out..x)
NOTE: this is the longest post you will ever read in your entire life. Brace yourself. THAT is why this/these letter(s) is VERY delayed.

I don't think i have a best friend, i have some close friends but a single best friend? I don't think i have one.
So this/these mini letter(s) will be towards my group :) And though our group is...a bit..detached (?) i still love each and every one of you :D
First off, i think i'll just say; sorry for the times when i'm extremely annoying. I know sometimes you guys probably want to punch me in the face for my erm..inappropriate jokes and when i'm being a bit annoying..okay maybe just really annoying :/ but, i'm one of those people that don't tend to think before they speak -___-. If i've ever made you feel bad, i'm really really sorry. I swear i didn't mean to.


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30 Letters
Sunday, October 3, 2010 @ 8:18 PM / 0 comment(s)

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

i wish myself good luck. i can see the future of these letters; fail.

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