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filled with hate (.....and love ;D)
Monday, July 5, 2010 @ 4:36 PM / 0 comment(s)

I hate:
- i hate it when your alone in your room and it's very quiet and then suddenly something falls and it's really loud, and when you look around to see what fell you don't know what it is and you're scared for the rest of the night
- i also hate it when you read other people's blog and it's really good and then you look at your own and you realise how crap it is ):
- when you want to do something and you miss your chance, the next time you tell yourself you will definately go for it, and the next time comes, you chicken out..again -__-
- when you tell yourself you will exercise but then you never do T__T
- when my sexy super junior pictures on my wall fall down behind my bed and i have to get them which usually results in my nearly suffocating cos i'm crawling in under the bed searching for those pictures or my arm getting stuck cos i'm stupid and stick my arm through that tiny gap in my bed. Oh the things i do for my pictures (;
- reading things you have written when you're in primary school and realising how retarded you were and being so embarassed because you now know how your teacher would've thought
- when your parents blame you for something your brother does
- leaving hw and assignments till the last minute (though i always do this, i hate myself for doing it)
- not knowing how to phrase some words together for your english assignment
- laggy computers D:
- milk; how can you drink that sutff?! it's disgusting D:
- when people still lie to you even when you already know the truth.
- how sm entertainment for making talented artists sue them and then they leave. Yes, i'm talking about Hankyung ):
- having to have a shower on a really really cold day.
- that really stressed feeling you get when you realise that it's 12am and you STILL haven't finished the assignment due the next/that day x__x
- the feeling of regret
- eggplant. that is the worst vegetable you could eat D:
- Jessica from SNSD...not really a hate..just a strong dislike..with a hint of jealousy :)
- the movies that make you wish you had a boyfriend *sighhh*
- those lectures when your parents say the same thing over and over again =="

i think i should stop now, or this post will have too much hate ):
so to balance out this hate, i'll make a list of all things i love hahaa :P

I love:
- my friends, they are the special people who can make me happy no matter how bad the day is
- my family. This should be included right?
- music 8) if there wasn't any, i don't know how i would survive
- my korean bands :D saranghae ♥ Super Junior, SHINee, MBLAQ, Big Bang, After School etc etc
- sleeping. Oh how i love you sleep :)
- winter, i like cold days...but not too cold :P
- having a really hot shower on a cold day..i know this contradicts one of my points in the 'hate' list but don't you just love the hot water when your skin is frozen?
- the people that can make you smile when you're sitting in front of a computer screen
- those romantic comedies. yes they do make me feel lonely, but they're just so sweet and make you go all 'ngawww'
- FAST COMPUTERS!
- my dramas, they keep me entertained on the most boring days
- my ipod, it keeps me alive.But oxygen helps too ^^
- discovering new bands and music
- internet. i thank the creator, i owe you...HEAPS
- bargains :D i'm such a cheap asain ;D
- my uber sexy bedroom wall
- waking up one morning and you realise you're not sick anymore (well..it makes me happy)
- MLIA; if you haven't read it, you really should :D it's brilliant
- really happy train drivers. LOL when they talk over the speaker on the train, it makes the day much better
- fooooooooooooood :D omnomnomnomnom
- buying something you really want and knowing it's the last one of the shelf 8) it gives me a sense of accomplishment
- that feeling you get when you finish an assignment
- lame jokes AHAHAHAH :D
- converse 8)
- flickr hate

hmm...i think i've balanced out the hate/love..hopefully :D
okay maybe the 'hate' list is longer..
but i'm filled with more love than hate...HONEST!